14. You made me weak, love isn't supposed to do that
To someone who held my affection,
I remained uncertain about the significance of it all,
since I had been uncertain if I even possessed a heart,
a soul to feed and a skin to breath on,
until you said, you and I will destroy each other,
until nothing is left of us,
and in the end we will kill ourselves,
in the name of each other.
I fell hard, then I crumbled,
have I ever had a mind to think until it all went numb?
too fragile, too weak to feel.
I kept walking with you for a long way,
I remained uncertain about the significance of it all,
since I had been uncertain if I even possessed a heart,
a soul to feed and a skin to breath on,
until you said, you and I will destroy each other,
until nothing is left of us,
and in the end we will kill ourselves,
in the name of each other.
I fell hard, then I crumbled,
have I ever had a mind to think until it all went numb?
too fragile, too weak to feel.
I kept walking with you for a long way,
I withered,
reached the horizon closer and closer,
with every blink we took,
we left,
and only realised this until we met, my heart stopped for a beat.
Our memories jolted in my head,
hammered my soul and split all of the sunflowers into two.
But I wanted to hear you,
every word, every lie,
the truth of your lies,
the lies which looked like truth,
I am here for you,
I am going to give you my heart, you don't have to love me back,
only if we can go back, to how we were,
but you made me weak and love isn't supposed to do that.
reached the horizon closer and closer,
with every blink we took,
we left,
and only realised this until we met, my heart stopped for a beat.
Our memories jolted in my head,
hammered my soul and split all of the sunflowers into two.
But I wanted to hear you,
every word, every lie,
the truth of your lies,
the lies which looked like truth,
I am here for you,
I am going to give you my heart, you don't have to love me back,
only if we can go back, to how we were,
but you made me weak and love isn't supposed to do that.