1. Something burning back behind

I am in some kind of phase maybe under some kind of influence,
hormones are rushing through my nerves,
I can feel it running throughout my crest and curves,

can’t control my emotions, or actions they lead,
they say it happens in every life’s darn phase,
like how they say midlife crisis, adulting or its every moment feels like a pain.

I cant figure out the reason I am brooding at myself,
because every thought annoys me every moment,
some kind of depressing episodes, tapping into my zone,
It is a myth to say it aloud in front of everyone,
and again I kept this thing burying in my temple’s bottom.

There was something burning back behind my mind,
somewhere in the courtyard of emotions and lies,
bundled up in a corner, but with every smothering breath, it got devoid,
where its pain, regret and repentance added to the ashes of turmoil.

Now every thought is a repercussion,
the day happens to sweep and rush,
screaming and hollering to stop this notion,
but it is too late to hold on,
the truth that I am getting extinguished with this burn.