38. Think about you
Do you ever think for me to be hung up on you,
think about us even if you have no clue,
and that's not fair you say but what we had was true,
so it makes sense and I am not deranged,
to think about you even after 10 years end.
Down that line if we ever go,
still stuck in that loop though,
what will we talk about?
The future we wanted to build from sticks and stones?
Or how everything went downhill that fall?
Tell me you are well, tell me that you're doing great,
do you have our pictures together, and if do you still see them?
Do you have a wife to go home to, do you have kids yet?
Will you call them by the names we decided to give,
let them loose on a farm on the weekends?
Our little chickens.
Paper boats drown the river of innocence,
there we go,
think about us even if you have no clue,
and that's not fair you say but what we had was true,
so it makes sense and I am not deranged,
to think about you even after 10 years end.
Down that line if we ever go,
still stuck in that loop though,
what will we talk about?
The future we wanted to build from sticks and stones?
Or how everything went downhill that fall?
Tell me you are well, tell me that you're doing great,
do you have our pictures together, and if do you still see them?
Do you have a wife to go home to, do you have kids yet?
Will you call them by the names we decided to give,
let them loose on a farm on the weekends?
Our little chickens.
Paper boats drown the river of innocence,
there we go,
walking past each other yet feeling nothing of it,
can you get rid of all the memories?
to think about you even after 10 years end,
I make scenarios in my head,
about how will we end up,
with numbness in my eyes, secrets in my stomach,
I miss you so much,
still under the same sky,
I once loved you right?
You adored me for a reason,
and one kiss wouldn't ruin it right?
because you are important so it makes sense,
to remember you on your 21st and so on your 42nd.
I am not a lunatic to think about you as time transcends,
not as untrammelled as you think I am,
to think about you at times, I'd melt,
but sometimes I do, all I do is think if you are okay,
can you get rid of all the memories?
to think about you even after 10 years end,
I make scenarios in my head,
about how will we end up,
with numbness in my eyes, secrets in my stomach,
I miss you so much,
still under the same sky,
I once loved you right?
You adored me for a reason,
and one kiss wouldn't ruin it right?
because you are important so it makes sense,
to remember you on your 21st and so on your 42nd.
I am not a lunatic to think about you as time transcends,
not as untrammelled as you think I am,
to think about you at times, I'd melt,
but sometimes I do, all I do is think if you are okay,
and if you are thinking about me 10 years down the line,
ruined before done right,
rare like passing time, rushing like a river,
we find it for people we love.
So when I am, I think about you.
try to stay true to you, I do.
I protect my peace,
kept guarded my innocence because it's pristine,
rare like passing time, rushing like a river,
we find it for people we love.
So when I am, I think about you.
try to stay true to you, I do.
I protect my peace,
kept guarded my innocence because it's pristine,
for you considered it to be my treasure,
did it hurt you when I deemed it all with my ignorance?
down that line if we ever go, if we ever will,
convince yourself to still make me your own,
for how everything went downhill that fall,
still under the same sky,
I once loved you right?
so it makes sense to think about you.
did it hurt you when I deemed it all with my ignorance?
down that line if we ever go, if we ever will,
convince yourself to still make me your own,
for how everything went downhill that fall,
still under the same sky,
I once loved you right?
so it makes sense to think about you.