19. A longing

Not alone god, I feel lonely today,

been longing for a person, a friend,
to share things, I wanted to say,
to pour my heart out of my chest,
for there's a pain in my chest.
I am not doing very well,
maybe it's just a moment I can cry today,
tomorrow will be okay,
but it won't be for a little while,
for a week from now seems like to come never again.

Not frozen god, my body move on its own these days,
been carrying this baggage in my bone, 

with an emptiness in my chest,
like a longing in loneliness,
all of it, much like the rest,
but it's gonna be okay,
you're no one's home, there isn't a place to be at today,
tomorrow you might find a nest.
But it won't be for a little while, little bird,
because I cannot close my eyes and tomorrow seems like to come never again.